i love you goodbye

this goes to my mohamed im sorry i love you very much but we have fallen apart you say you didnt use me and i will believe that but i said i didnt love islam when inside all i ever wanted was to be with him that was my lie to myself for when he came back and said he could make me happy i said no cos i wanted to do what was not hurt you but when i said no i nurt myself because i hurt him and he is me i always loved you in my way it was a real love just you have problems i was to help you love you unconditionally abd you used me  you need to fix you love you before you can love anyone real