MY EYES CRY THE TEARS FROM YOUR HEART

There is strong strong helpless feelings and emotions going on inside me. Not for my life or me But for those I love so much. I find my self peaceful but then i begin to cry when they cross my mind. I feel their fear of losing the one they love the most And the fear of trouble if he cant make his commitment and the fear of one feeling so alone he wants to die . And for the first time in my life I cant help them I cant take away their pain of make their problems go away or bring back what they have lost. And its not so easy when you know how much each one is hurting.  They say money is the root of all evil . But since we live in a money system world It   when it is used out of love and compassion it doesnt hurt to have to feed those who are hungry or help out someone who found themself in trouble.Its awful feeling totally helpless when you can't help them because right now you can't even help yourself  with you current problems. Mine im fine with mentally and in my heart but now for some really strange reasons is crying for them maybe because i love them so much id give my life for their wife or go broke for their freedom I d  even give them back their life back even when i feel they took mine. Just to ease their fear sadness and pain. Now I have nothing to give them but my heart and my hand though it is now empty but its open and its there if they need to hold onto it for awhile. I hope in knowing that it gives them some kind of peace where they feel there is none. Id cry three rivers just so they could have 3 smiles in their heart and on their faces. I hope they know I love them and Im here if and when they need me to be simply me